Just

Not sure if anyone wants to read the drama but I wonder why things get so complicated even once broken down into small issues... not sure where to start... know that after three years I still miss him and everytime he calls or texts I get butterflies. Also know that although another one says the idle words I love you they are empty he doesnt really love it is a need thing I think no Im sure . Me guess it is back into the old world and way I left behind or well at least I tried to leave it behind did for awhile but maybe I secretly miss it the mystery the other perks of the darkness. oh well . Whatever makes life better for my crew Ill do it and not look back .

Playing with Fire

Have you ever played with fire doesnt end well. Cant escape the flicker as it pulls you into its warm embrace. Melts two beings into one heart, fuseing two souls and two worlds together. Unescapable , surrendering to the moment, time place where everything feels right.
Now in the ashes starring down searching for any part that may have survived the explosion blowing two far apart. Nothing left to be foundof the warm glow that once was. shattered splinters of a feeling long lost.
Playing with fire any moment it could hurt but always play again the next fusion my just work.

The fog

Haze the engulfs
knowing better
still getting lost.
Fell once,
falling again.
Tripping over words
that are yet to be said.
Scared to move
afriad to stand still.
Heart beating faster
a mind lost.
As the fog sets in
heavy and thick
I should know better
just another or the tricks.
I try, I worry,
Ill get hurt everytime.
I can't see anymore.
please take my hand
hold it forever
or I may never be found again.

Just the start...

The Writing on the walls
The words screaming loud
Head in constant trama
Heart to blame
a world upside down
as tormented souls watch
the arrow past right through
because there was no heart
the soul that crys
the tears the run dry
on a never forgotten scar
the story will start to unfold
on what just
one ILLUSION holds.